have you ever met this guy face to face? you sound like a tennage kid are you a teenager? here is some good advice for a nieve teenage kid. there is no way that you can love someone that you have never met. you can talk to someone for years online but if you have never met face to face you can not tell if that person is telling you the truth about anythng, you cannot trust everyone especially on this "evil" internet. You parents will find out eventually, especially if you all are talking on the home phone or your cell phone,  and they will probably freak out and forbid you to have contact with this person, that's what I would do if you were my child. you don't want the consequences that could come with meeting someone off of the internet. there are much more constructive things that you can do online other than look for a man.