True, every person have their own perspective. And i, myself have my own... i finally find out why i cant handle those... its bcoz i keep facing the same dillemma. For me, i think the easiest way for a girl to "F" a guy up is to go cheating on them, i mean look, it's like a planted seed in their mind whenever they wanna get out from something, they start flirting, get guys droll over them.
Where else guys *like me* keep on work my way up to keep her satisfying her needs, get wat ever she needs. The reason now i can find within myself, i cant understand/ believe that what she had done to me after all my sacrifice i've made and done!
Our quarrel started on 8th dec 2006 where i shud follow my intuation to dump her that day, bt i didnt coz i believe in wat she say there's no reason for us to go on our separate ways, she make me believe in us again, bt in the end. she's the one who changes and make things worst! All i wanted is to spend time with her on xmas eve and new year eve. ( and some of the normal days) I've told her during tat season is sumthing very important to me coz im celebrating it and i want it to be special like valentine day. No! she's busy with herself on xmas eve. Prefer spending time with her friends more and on xmas day itself, same thing!
The Best its on new year eve, this one i get to know after we had a terrible break up, saying that during when we're together, she's scare i couldnt handle the truth while I've told her a million time, tell me the truth if there's anything wheter is it bad or good. On new year eve, i was working i couldnt take off ( coz im a DJ ) bt all i want is to spend time with her and do the count down together to end 2006. BUT no as again she wants to spend time with her friends, and travel all the way to other city to celebrate with tis guy ( i dont knw who ) that she met during clubbing. She even told me, its not the 1st time she met this guy, hold hands, hugs while clubbing, its jz mutual... i mean common, she's in a relationship, altho its not stable can she do that? then what am i to her? she keeps pulling me back when she know it not going to work... WHY? cant she jz end it before all of those happen? Or She wants security from other guys 1st? then she unleash the old one?
You see, i cant help to think other ways than to trust women anymore, to me they are bunch of liars! hypocrites! im all burn down, smashed to believe in someone anymore.
