Sorry its a long one.... basically ive been with my boyfriend for nearly three years and we get on fine its just for almost a year i have had no sex drive at all. not even for anyone else so its not him. i feel fizzled out though i cant imagine a day without him. we were both in the same year at school and now sharing a room in the first year of uni. i thought that everything would be happier and i'd be more up for it being away from home (you know what i mean when family is around it doesnt feel right) but i feel worse for not being able to change ive lost all my passion.

we do have fun but i do enjoy going out on fri/sat nights not getting wasted just having a good time. he wont touch alcohol and sometimes gives me that look like a parent would 'behave'. freshers week was a bore partly cos of the uni not organising any separate events but even on the one night out we went out were back by 10. socially he's very uneasy. so i end up staying in feeling left out, iscolated and upset when i here what fun times my old mates are having (my new mates all live far away so i cant crash with them)

im crying on and off all the time whether its of lonliness or guilt that im feeling like this when my boyfriend is so wonderfull.