You are certainly not mad. When I was young I also had similar dreams of travel. In the beginning I retained them as dreams but once I brought the subject up with a coworker who was close to retirement and I was in my late twenties. I had been thinking about traveling to Europe. It was about ten years after WWII when most Americans did not travel that far. "Do it now," she urged, "because later you will marry and you will have so many obligations, you will never do it." ell, I did nad never regretted it. So, if you can, DO IT; don't let it be just a dream.