Chocolate Chip, I'm really so sorry to know that you're going through such a hard time. I encourage you to share your parents with your problem. However, if you can't do so, find a counselor to talk to. I don't think you'll need any meds.
Just one last thing I want to tell you that God really feels for you and understands what you're going through.
Let us know what happens with you...
Lots of Love