I know it sounds sort of stupid, but I am not being melodramatic when I say I think I might be clinically depressed. It's not like I've totally shut down my whole life. I still go to parties and hang out with friends, but I can't remember the last time I've really smiled or laughed without forcing it. Wow, that sounded dumb. Point is, I'm always sad and I'm always feeling these weird things that I know aren't normal and I'm scared to death. What do I do? And please don't say "talk to your parents"..I could never ever ever do that! No way!