Just paint draw or what ever you do when it comes to your head, don't waste your energy on doing all this psyco stuff. No matter what you create you never know what the hell the viewer is going to see in their mind, there are professionals that will analyze the shit out of your work and all it will do is add more confusion to you. Take my wword for it. Benn there done that. Your are better off creating having fun and to hell with everyone else as long as you are satified go for it.