You have Social Anxiety Disorder. I've had it so bad that I would sweat my brains out and sometimes not even be able to leave the hose for weeks. You need to see a Psychiatrist and get some kind of medication that will help. I'm on Wellbutrine  & Xanax. Ask for the extended release less chance of getting addicted. I also go and see a therapist every week to find out why I have these problems. If you don't have insurance look into your Village,Town, City for what we have is a Village Nurse, Chicago has Cook County Hospital and these services are free. Well you do have to do some paper work. Good luck to you. Even though I can't see your wounds I know they are there.