Hello Raluca,
Your thoughts on the relationship itself raises allot of confusion for you . You feel that you are wasting precious time and Love on someone who is not a team player when it comes to you two . And you still have feelings for this Guy .
Here's the deal . Love is not complicated and is everything that all the stories and song and poetry are about . Your reading shows that you and your guy are not headed down the path of love . on him is actually alot of hiding the truth and falsehood . Not wanting to share in what Lovers would share . And what you want . You look back to times before and family while your love interest is throwing fits like a child . wants everything his way . Love is 100 %/100% .
You are just not the same in alot of aspects . trying to make someone love you does not work . Because either he loves you or not , there is no in between .
YOur cards indicate you need to move on and take inventory of how you are meeting these guys . as far as a boy friend coming your way , not for at least 3 months . Take this time to look at what you want in a relationship .
Life is choice , God given ... So here is yours : stay with this guy and you will be miserable , No love cards at all on him and on you its more that you want in love... if he would change his ways you would want him to be in your life . It 's unlikely though that he will come around . But ... everyone can change ... Is he your soul mate .... no ... he is not the one you are suppose to be with ... does that mean you can't be with hi .... no ... you can but you will not be happy .
Again take this time to reflect and know what you want in your life ... in love .... this guy is more Mr wrong .
Love and light your personal seer Dana
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