You not the only one out there with depression am a 35 year old female that I was told this pass summer that am bio-polor I been dealing with this my hole life I was on meds. but right after I started them I found out that I was expecting so I had to stop. I will be having this baby soon and I already got appointment to she the speacilist for my depression the meds help out a lot they made me not be so down on myself and I got my freinds and boyfreind on my side to help me thur this.  I had to go thur a few docs. before there understood what I as going thur and I try to replace things in my life to try to make things better but it just made thing harder. I don't know if this helps or not but I just wanted you to know you not the only one out there!!!